COCKtails

I've finally come across someone's Xanga post that made me desire to post something... not that the daily updates from Anne haven't inspired me to write anything or not, but anyway...

So after not posting anything worth wild for years.. what am i going to post???

Just that you are important to me... if you are reading this, you've probably touched my life in some way, shape or form and if i never see you again or forget about this post or just never tell you in person, Thank You... because being a good person is thankless... and being a friend is always taken for granted....

Having posted this, i'll pretend that i don't know anything of it... on a lighter note...

2.5 more weeks to go until the summer is over.... at least camp... anyone wanna party Aug. 20??? Lot's of booze... shit man.. i haven't had a drink in 2 months and tonight I had 2 Jack on the Rocks and felt NOTHING :(

pass it on.. (not a chain letter) :)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=MsIJZo74WN0

The card has been passed.....

Please help educate this world that is too busy being caught up in itself to be caught up in world events.

Broke Back Mountain

I never thought i would be saying this but the quote from Brokeback: "I wish i could quit you..." has so much meaning in my life right now.

Ever know you are at fault... but couldn't do anything about it?

Ever know the only way to win... is to lose?

Ever wish you could go back in time... and change things?

Too bad.... in the end everyone loses... at least for the meanwhile.

Not a very profound post but i just needed to vent...

though i didn't even get around to that.. but posting was nice.

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well i haven't posted in a long while and i'm guessing most people have forgotten that i have a xanga.. i thought i'd put a post up for good measure since i was looking at one person's xanga the other day.

life is full of surprises. I feel the past few months have been a good chance for me to review myself, my life, my past and my passions. Many times one gets caught up in the daily things that oneself finds oneself doing, whether that be; school, work, play, love or nothing. Everything is engaging and mastering whatever it is that you are trying to master is always a challenge and usually fun.

as usual i find myself trying to master many things at the same time and am unable to skillfully master any of it. I've decided to turn a new leaf in my life and live everyday as if it were the last... and by that i don't mean doing crazy shit that i can brag about to my friends (or acquaintances)... nothing that will change the world, nothing that people will talk about after i have passed....

instead i have decided to live everyday as a good person, a caring person and a person that genuinely cares about everyone around them. I've been doing lots of reading on leadership and personal transformation. I can't say that i believe everything i read but the most intriguing point made in all these texts is that... in order to inspire good in people, you yourself has to be a good person first. If you give an example, people will follow.

so from today out, i live my life as Ghandi, i live my life as Dr. Martin Luther King... and maybe you'll notice, make an account of it and take it on as your new way of living also. This is by no means a way of me getting people to take notice of me, as i feel xanga is sometimes.... this is just me spewing on the computer screen my thoughts and my emotions. I've been told that I am two people... Mr. Woooo & Jason Liou. Mr. Woooo is the person that 98% of people know... the man that is always composed and is always sure of everything he does. I guess per that conversation i've decided that i need to stop hiding behind that identity and allow people to get to know the real me...

thats all folks.. i'll post in another year or so! :) Thanks for reading my rant.